Fusion

As our bodies fuse
My logic sees two
Experience perceives one
Confused.

My mind won’t accept
Surrender i refuse
Yet lines keeps on blurring
Confused.

As your energies become mine
My mind refuses to become thine
Mind wants to choose
But there is no choice
It’s a helpless falling.

You work through me
Or is it me just bigger?
Or just beyond me?
Mind cannot grasp.

My likeness dissolving
In this creation
Deceptive devotion
In this motion.

Guru
Who are you?
What are you?
Mind cannot grasp.

Grace sowed through air
There goes my hair
That’s not fair
We’re now a pair.

Willing or not I still care
As identities tear
My life goes bare
Confused.

As energies fuse
Mind wants to choose
But there is no choice
It’s a helpless falling.

To notions of self i cling
Yet your energies push me beyond 
And still i want to stay put
But something cannot stay still if i do
Confused.

As energies fuse
Mind wants to choose
But there is no choice
It’s a helpless falling.

Confusion with fusion
Will there come a day where i fully choose this fusion?